We've all have had issues that turned into situations, circumstances that had brought us low in every way imaginable that we have had a very rough way in keeping us secure in our own hearts in being complete in our God. Our steps had began to weaken and we wasn't stable in our walk in the Lord but yet we've had just a slimmer of Light coming in our hearts that we know it's God shinning in us to let us know to speak to him through our prayers and allowing Him to see us through those very high tides which look very stormy seas with those raging waters high and lifted up all around us and we thought and pondered to one self " God are You so busy that You forgot about me, family and had left me in this boat when I'm so very much afraid, overwhelmed, hurt, distraught,angry by all of those situations has totally beaten me down in every circumstances in our lives that I just can't even bear it any more", believe me we've all have felt that way many,many times in our life. Just watch our local & world new's cast and it will beat all of us down even more. There isn't a day that goes by anymore without some kind of hurts that has us all bowed under even to the extint of our own loved one hit that evening news. But we find it in our own life to go on and if we are in the world that we do find it in some kind of it's pleasures in overcoming our life which only brings on doom and gloom, only if's,worry, with No way of excaping it, which bring on total resentments then guess whom came right behind it all loneliness and emptiness and it's never ever settled deeply with in a person. It's just sitting there waiting to explode and wanting to take you down even futher. Hmm! Whom does that sound like when that other voice is speaking up very loud and and lies to you, stolen every thing that it could possibly take from a person that it's like cancer that just won't go away it festers and grows and then such an empty feeling that runs high then bring you down to it's own place which is feels like a pit with No way out of it until a doctor takes it away. We then cry because that doctor had left a scar on us that will take forever to go away where it can't be seen.Then selfishness comes into one's own life and we say" give me, give me, give me " that had riped us up that seperated us from loved ones, family, church family and friends. It will be like this until we take our last breath. And that very last cold wind of hopelessness blows right through us. We begin to hear messages with a slight flicker that says such a beautiful words and we wondered where it came from and we wait to see if it says it again unto us. Oh, there it is again! Lord is that YOU speaking to Me? And then YOU wait some more, and it says it again! Well, what are You trying to share with me Lord? And He speaks again to me deeply within me at a higher tone with so much soundness with His vast amount of caring, loving, that it just warmed my soul, so much tenderness that I finally hear Him. Well we finally stopped fighting and and come to realize that the pain wasn't worth holding on to anymore! That our pain is so much greater than ones fear, and is very much unable to do for oneself and that we need God. Which we can decide whom is self fooling? Am I serving God or Am I serving self as the way I acted, thoughts, deeds when other's whom came by and had shared with me what they believed in their own life. Was it worldly or Godly? Wow! What an eye opener! When did I stop certain behaviors that has shown me in my life? WOW! I know now just where I've been heading now and I'm powerless and need to realize that I've become unmanagable in my life just because of this:" My problems are way to big for me and they've become giants and man have they really piled higher than my own head and I just can't handle them at times. Mean while My sins are just to huge that I just can't count them and they've all caught up with me and to make matters worse I'm ashamed and I just can't look at them anymore" The questions are to self at these kind of moments when we look deeply within us are: " What in our past has caused me to have all of thoses "if's only" and when did they stop for us? Instead of looking and worring about things that we just can't control, we need to keep our focus on God in what He can do with our own life. So what am I worrying about? Why? In what ways have we tried to escape our pain? Be specific when sharing it with God and a accountability person whom will keep it to themselves and God. Remember sister and brother 'Gossip"they don't hold to god's word or apply it to one's self just look at [Matthew 18:15-17]. How has holding on to one's own anger, your resentments, affected you in one's own life? Do we really believe that one's own loneliness is a choice? Why or Why not? How has one's own denial isolated you from all of those important relationships? Describe to (self) on paper all of the emptiness you feel and how some new ways you are filling it? In one's own life is at the heart of one's most problems between people. In what areas of one's life have you been selfish? One's own seperation from God can feel very real, but it is NEVER EVER PERMANENT. Unless you allow it to continue in your life.And let's this world decide for you and then you accept it as gospel and then turn your own back on God. Remember it's a choice! [Deut. 30:15-20].. It's a matter of one's own will and what a person does with it deeply within themselves. It's either God's Will or Your's! We all including myself speaking here as well not just to the readers! For you see when one self [Flesh]is speaking to us it comes in many forms. It comes by ones own hesitation: self has to think before it speaks God's words to us flows easy without any kind of perconceptions due to ones own carnal mind { Rom.8:5-17 cp.26-39},plus it comes in all forms of total deceptions: We can be led astray by one's own heart since we do not fully understand ourselves [Jer.17:9,10]. So we must feed on God's word until it we become mature [Heb.5:12-14],we ought to see just what Double-Mindness does for us: Which is alway's wanting two opposite things at the same time results instability [James 1:8]. Jesus Christ give us the 'single eye" [Matt.6:22,23] so that which we'll chooses [World or God] so that when we want God's kingdom first [Matt.6:33] then God's will [Phil.2:13]. It's the indwelling Holy Spirit that enables us to do this [John 14:6;16:13]. Now we move on to the "Unregenerate Desires : The voice sure sounds like our own inflections and all of it's intonations and it speaks of the same old desires, that we've all had used to indulge in [ James 1:13-16]. Such desires that you used arise from the flesh, and we must consider ourselves dead to those old desires [Rom.6:14]. The list truly goes on with all of our human side of emotions. The Lord Jesus Christ is Denied [1 John 4:1-6]. Satan like to totally brings up sins of one's past which has already been confessed, forgiven, and by all means forgotton by God. [Rom.8:1; 1John 3:20;Rev.12:10]. By all mean we will have'Lack of clarity" it comes in the way of the Master of Confusion and whom does this to us but satan himself [James 3:16; 1 Cor.14:33], by whih is very, very "Negtive or Negation to and of the Lord's Commands in us personally or through scriptures. When God does speak, Satan come right through those doors of self and says unto us the very exact opposite, trying to snatch away the word of God [Matt.13:4,18,24-30; Gen.3:4]. Questioning, wondering if it its the Lord God [Romans 14:23]. Conflict and restlessness, No Peace [James 3:14-18; Isa.48;22].Doubts, fear, discomfort [ 2 Tim.1:7;Rom.8:15,16]. When it's all said and done what we ought to be looking for is in these scriptures . When the Lord Speaks the following is very evident: An Inward Knowing. Sometimes He speaks words that just aren't very famliar to us or not very common to your vocabulary [ 2Cor,2:13]. Peace comes to your soul, and you & I are at rest [John14:27]. Trusting with all of your own hearts results [Proverbs 3:5,6]. Confirmation- God alway's confirms His own words to you & I especially in guidnce for action [2Cor.13:1]. Agreement in with God's Word, the Bible, God will not violate His Word for Anyone's convenience; so the message must be checked with the Bible. [2 Peter 1:19]. It's like being on our roads in the major hi-ways, streets in any ones town in the United states of amercia, some needed a healthy repairs from those really potholes that we like to advoid and some of those iron pothole covers as well. But when the traffic is in a full fledge back-ups by different people in so many vehicles there's no way to advoid them. But we can drive slowly over those iron metal shields in protecting ones own tires and other things on our vehicles. So why not our own life in the process. And city crews, policeman & woman, ambulance drivers are trying to taking care of us in being safe it's that bridge between us and them. So that's what God is doing with every single human being on the earth of which HE has made on the outside of us and on the inner workings of our spirits which can produce a vast changes to reach our final step in one's own life.We had already have seen our own short- comings which had cluttered up our personal road to take us all out of our past. For the WILL OF GOD really comes forth in us jus in timet to break down, crush, smash all of our messes just to lead us out of our own hi-ways of clutter with those huge pot holes and covers us with Himself that every so often becomes bumpy, hills, droughts that will one day have rain upon us in keeping us safe in Him like we've never seen in our life.And as He does he's rebuilding the road for us to follow upon as He clears away all of those very harden stones, pilliars just so we can return from one's own captivity. We along with God suviviors whom 'Inhabits" his eternal kingdom. For he then humbled us all in givng us that renewed courage in a repent hearts as we keeps going on in one's own battles whom cry, mourn, in weakness then unto our Jesus Christ whom keeps us, strengthens us, as he continues to heal us anyway. He loves us in keeping His laws that has been shown unto us ,not to be inconvenience us but to be that Jesus Christ wants us to be in Him. So that we can experience the fulfillment and freedom that He already has for us in one's own life. In doing do by having by producing fruit tht has truly been planted by His waters of life. Ummm! can you taste it? It's very delicious! For God has said" if you had recognized God's gift and who is this that is saying to you. Give Me a drink, you have asked Him [Instead] and He would have given you the water? [Where do You get your living water?] On down He says: all who drinks of this water will be thirsty again. But whoever takes a drink of the water that I give him shall never, No never be thirsty any more.But the water that I will give him shall become a spring of water welling up (flowing, bubbling) (continually) within him unto (into,for) eternal life [John 4:10-15 Amp]. We see here that he's perfecting his children until we see him come for us which in a sense the truest form of perfecting is when we are in our glorious home in the city of the new Jerusalem. Jesus Christ hand is upon us in our life, even when we don't see it! He's right beside us keeping us close to Himself. When we Worship Jesus Christ as our Savior, Judge, sanctifier, redeemer, alpha & omega in our life in whom gives mercy that triumps over the sns of our judgements whom calls us into the doors that's wide open for his remnant children home. Prayer: Dear Precious Heavenly Father; Help us to set aside all of the hassels and noise of this world to focus and listen just to you for the next few minutes. Help us get to know You better in our life.Father, help me to better understand your plan, your purpose for my own life. Father, help me live within today, seeking your will and living this day as you would have me. I'm asking for your forgivness in being very rebellious and choosing all of my addictions that has created all that's within my life and unto other's lives as well. It is my prayer to have all other's see me as Yours; not just through my words but, your perfect forgivness, my actions. Thank You Jesus for Your love, Your grace, Your perfect forgivness. Thank You for all of those You have placed in my life, and my church family. Your will be done, not mine. In Jesus Christ name I pray, Amen. catcmo2006@yahoo.com.
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